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    <title>Subscribe to the Blog</title>
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    <published>2010-03-10T04:12:52Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-10T04:17:51Z</updated>

    <summary>I&apos;ve added a little feedburner subscription link button that looks something like this:Google Reader thankfully has told me that I have 9 subscribers, but maybe a little bit more promotion (and updating) on my part will get that pathetic little...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[I've added a little feedburner subscription link button that looks something like this:<div><br /></div><div></div><a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/WalkingStick"><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~fc/WalkingStick?bg=99CC99&amp;fg=333333&amp;anim=0" height="26" width="88" style="border:0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Google Reader thankfully has told me that I have 9 subscribers, but maybe a little bit more promotion (and updating) on my part will get that pathetic little zero to go away.  :)]]>
        
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    <title>Recent Updates</title>
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    <published>2010-03-10T02:09:37Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-10T04:25:08Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[Just thought I'd give a quick update as we move into two of the busiest months of the year for those in the academic life. &nbsp;First up, I will be giving my final doctoral recital on Friday, March 19th, at...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[Just thought I'd give a quick update as we move into two of the busiest months of the year for those in the academic life. &nbsp;First up, I will be giving my final doctoral recital on Friday, March 19th, at 7:30 pm. &nbsp;For those of you in the KC area, I'd love to see you there. It'll be at the Diastole House, which is located at <a href="http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&source=s_q&hl=en&geocode=&q=2501+Holmes+St,+Kansas+City,+MO+64108&sll=37.649034,-95.712891&sspn=32.244436,67.851563&ie=UTF8&view=map&hq=&hnear=2501+Holmes+St,+Kansas+City,+Jackson,+Missouri+64108&z=16">2501 Holmes St, Kansas City, MO</a>.  &nbsp;I'm planning on having a nice reception afterwards, so if you could email me if you're coming, that'd be great. &nbsp;(Obviously I'll still let you in if you don't notify me ahead of time, but we just might not have enough goodies for you...)<div><br /></div><div>That's just the first of many things coming up for me performance-wise, though. &nbsp;I'll be giving a lecture/recital in Boston the first weekend of April at the New England Conservatory of Music, which is really exciting to say the least. &nbsp;There are also lots of accompanying gigs between now and then, capped off by yet another trip to Boston at the end of April with the St. Teresa's Academy choirs. &nbsp;(Never been to Boston, and now twice in one month.)</div><div><br /></div><div>Probably the best news I've gotten lately, though, is that I won't actually have to purchase a new transmission for our Buick. &nbsp;I had a scary drive to a gig last week, where the car refused to shift if the RPM were above about 2200 or so. &nbsp;It will end up being about a $400 fix of something else, though, instead of the much more costly full replacement. &nbsp;It's soooooo nice having a mechanic I can trust. &nbsp;:)</div><div><br /></div><div>So, in honor of all the Boston celebrations then, I present you with a classic video...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div align="center"><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/XaWU1CmrJNc&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/XaWU1CmrJNc&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object></div>]]>
        
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    <title>Keeping up with the Joneses</title>
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    <published>2010-03-02T04:37:35Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-02T04:49:29Z</updated>

    <summary>Also known as entertaining yourself until you die.There is a new movie coming out called &quot;The Joneses,&quot; and while I think it may turn out to be pretty good, what strikes me initially is the premise for the movie.Now, obviously...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<i>Also known as entertaining yourself until you die.</i><div><i><br /></i></div><div>There is a new movie coming out called "The Joneses," and while I think it may turn out to be pretty good, what strikes me initially is the premise for the movie.</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div align="center"><object width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/achUBX71Fj0&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/achUBX71Fj0&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="295"></embed></object></div><br />Now, obviously the movie is going to focus on what happens when the fake husband begins to fall in love with this fake wife, but I'm more interested in this marketing idea.  Think about how easy it is to fall into the trap of jealousy and how effective this type of thing could be.  Now, I understand that I am typing this with a 42" plasma TV in my living room, so glass houses and whatnot.  I'm just saying that this trailer got me thinking about how we think about 'stuff.'  And in honor of that theme, I have one more video for you, a rather famous George Carlin routine.<br /><br /><div align="center"><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/MvgN5gCuLac&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/MvgN5gCuLac&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></div>]]>
        
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    <title>Some Stats on Catholics (and others)</title>
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    <published>2010-02-27T00:56:07Z</published>
    <updated>2010-02-27T01:24:45Z</updated>

    <summary>While the transition from Evangelical Christianity to Catholicism is certainly a large one with its share of concerns, one that has been on our minds is, how should I put this, the genuineness or seriousness of those that call themselves...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[While the transition from Evangelical Christianity to Catholicism is certainly a large one with its share of concerns, one that has been on our minds is, how should I put this, the genuineness or seriousness of those that call themselves Catholic. &nbsp;I say this only as one who was on the other side of things where the stereotype is that Catholics are mostly a go-through-the-motions sort of a people. &nbsp;In joining the Church, then, this affects us in two ways - 1) When we say that we're Catholic, we are subjecting ourselves to the same stereotypes and 2) We weren't sure what sort of faith Rachel's peers would have.<div><br /></div><div>I mention this because I've been reading through the Pew Research Center's in-depth look at the <a href="http://pewresearch.org/millennials/">millennial generation</a> (those who are 18-29). &nbsp;In Chapter 9 of their <a href="http://pewsocialtrends.org/assets/pdf/millennials-confident-connected-open-to-change.pdf">moderately lengthy pdf</a> report, they discuss religious beliefs, and I was a little surprised by what I read.</div><div><br /></div><div>For the entire population (not just my generation), only 41% of Catholics attended service weekly (and we're told specifically that it's an obligation), which is better than the 35% of Mainline Protestant Churches (MPC), but a far cry from the 58% and 59% of Evangelicals and Historically Black Protestant Churches (HBPC).</div><div><br /></div><div>When it came to weekly scripture reading, it was Catholic - 21%, MPC - 27%, and Evangelicals and HBPC's at 60%. &nbsp;For daily prayer, Catholic - 58%, MPC - 53%, Evangelicals - 78%, and HBPC - 80%.</div><div><br /></div><div>Finally, the respondents were asked if they considered religion to be very important, somewhat important, or not too important in their lives. &nbsp;The percentage of those who answered very important are: Catholic - 56%, MPC - 52%, Evangelicals - 79% and HBPC - 85%.</div><div><br /></div><div>Just some food for thought...</div>]]>
        
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    <title>Baby Photography is Tricky</title>
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    <published>2010-02-24T03:41:33Z</published>
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    <summary><![CDATA[Especially when you're baby isn't a fan of sitting still. &nbsp;Here are all the pictures we took trying to get a good 10 month shot. &nbsp;They are in chronological order....]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[Especially when you're baby isn't a fan of sitting still. &nbsp;Here are all the pictures we took trying to get a good 10 month shot. &nbsp;They are in chronological order.<div><br /></div><div><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2815.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2815.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="586" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2816.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2816.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="587" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2817.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2817.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="588" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2818.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2818.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="589" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2819.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2819.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="590" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2820.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2820.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="591" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2821.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2821.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /><form mt:asset-id="592" class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="IMG_2822.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/IMG_2822.jpg" width="500" height="375" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /></span></form></form></form></form></form></form></form></div><div><br /></div>]]>
        
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    <title>Because I&apos;m busy and haven&apos;t been blogging...</title>
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    <published>2010-02-23T03:08:31Z</published>
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    <summary>Found via Continue the Conversation....</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<div align="center"><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Hms9-fdAn94&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Hms9-fdAn94&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></div><br /><br />Found via <a href="http://www.continuedconversation.blogspot.com/">Continue the Conversation</a>.]]>
        
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    <title>What is Minimalism Really About?</title>
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    <published>2010-02-10T03:33:13Z</published>
    <updated>2010-02-11T03:26:29Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[Tom Johnson wrote this article on June 13th, 1977 for The Village Voice. &nbsp;I just came across it as I am (finally) reading through a collection of his articles in the book The Voice of New Music&nbsp;which is available for...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[<div>Tom Johnson wrote this article on June 13th, 1977 for <i>The Village Voice</i>. &nbsp;I just came across it as I am (finally) reading through a collection of his articles in the book <i>The Voice of New Music</i>&nbsp;which is <a href="http://www.editions75.com/EnglishPortal/index.php?option=com_content&amp;view=article&amp;id=157:the-voice-of-new-music&amp;catid=56:books&amp;Itemid=65">available for download</a> as a pdf from his website. &nbsp;As it is freely available, I feel somewhat safe posting the entirety of this article, which Johnson considers to be "Probably the best article I ever wrote." &nbsp;Enjoy.</div><div><br /></div><div>----------------------</div><div><br /></div><meta charset="utf-8"><div>"What is Minimalism Really About?"</div><div><br /></div><div>Just as I was getting ready to leave a loft concert, an inquisitive young man, perhaps 20 years old, approached me. Apparently someone had told him I was a critic, and he figured I might be able to understand the music he had just heard. 'Why are so many people playing minimal music these days? What is it all about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say and settled for a brief generalization. 'It has a lot to do with repetition.' It was not a complete answer, of course, but I thought I'd settle for it for the time being and see how he responded.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through a nearby window one could hear a truck passing by. At the other side of the room one of he musicians was talking to a friend who had come to the concert. In front of me, the young man was looking into my eyes, intent on the subject of minimalism and trying to work it all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>He talked a little about how he didn't think repetition was very interesting and about how he didn't think anyone could be seriously concerned with that, and decided to try me again. 'So what is it really about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say this time, and settled for another generalization. 'It has a lot to do with tiny variations.' It was not a complete answer, of course, but I thought I'd settle for it for the time being and see how he responded.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through the nearby window one could hear another truck passing by. At the other side of the room one of the musicians was disconnecting his electronic equipment. In front of me, the young man was staring at the floor, intent on the subject of minimalism and trying to work it all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>He talked a little about how he didn't think tiny variations were very interesting and about how he didn't think anyone could be seriously concerned with that, and tried me again. 'So what is it really about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say this time, and settled for another generalization. 'It has something to do with hyper-clarity.' It was not a complete answer, of course, but I thought I'd settle for it for the time being and see how he responded.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through the nearby window one could hear a car passing by. At the other side of the room one of the musicians was beginning to pack his electronic equipment into cases. In front of me, the young man was staring at a loudspeaker, intent on the subject of minimalism and trying to work it all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>He talked a little about how he didn't think hyper-clarity was very interesting and</div><div>about how he didn't think anyone could be seriously concerned with that, and tried me again. 'So what is it really about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say to him this time, and settled for another generalization. 'It has something to do with encouraging more subtle perceptions.' It was not a complete answer, of course, but I thought I'd settle for it for the time being and see how he responded.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through the nearby window one could hear a car passing by. At the other side of the room one of the musicians was packing his electronic equipment into cases. In front of me, the young man was staring at the floor, intent on the subject of minimalism and trying to work it all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>He talked a little about how he didn't think encouraging more subtle perceptions was very interesting and about how he didn't think anyone could be seriously concerned with that, and tried me again. 'So what is it really about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say this time, and settled for another generalization. 'It has something to do with making music less dramatic.' It was not a complete answer, of course, but I thought I'd settle for it for the time being and see how he responded.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through the nearby window one could hear another car passing by. At the other side of the room one of the musicians was packing his electronic equipment into cases. In front of me, the young man was looking me in the eye, intent on the subject of minimalism and trying to work it all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>He talked a little about how he didn't think nondramatic qualities were very interesting and about how he didn't think anyone could be seriously concerned with that, and tried me again. 'So what is it really about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say this time, and settled for another generalization. 'It stems partly from certain Asian and African attitudes.' It was not a complete answer, of course, but I thought I'd settle for it for the time being and see how he responded.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through the nearby window one could hear a group of teenagers talking and laughing. At the other side of the room one of the musicians was buckling straps around the cases that contained his electronic equipment. In front of me the young man was staring at a loudspeaker, intent on the subject of minimalism and trying to work it all out.</div><div><br /></div><div>He talked a little about how he didn't see that Asian and African attitudes were very relevant and about how he didn't think anyone could be seriously concerned about such things, and tried me again. 'So what is it really about?' I thought for a moment about what I ought to say this time, and tried another approach. 'Well,&nbsp;like any kind of music, it isn't really about ideas, and it can't really be explained in words. It can only be demonstrated. And even then, every demonstration is going to be a little different, and no one demonstration will ever be definitive.' It was not a complete answer, but it seemed to make more sense than the others.</div><div><br /></div><div>Through the nearby window one could hear another truck passing by. At the other side of the room one of the musicians was carrying his loaded electronic equipment toward the exit.</div>]]>
        
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    <title>Machines that Kill Time</title>
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    <published>2010-02-04T03:31:24Z</published>
    <updated>2010-02-04T03:57:30Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[I'm doing a fair amount of reading about time, and most recently have read most of the way through a book titled The Secret Pulse of Time by Stefan Klein. &nbsp;It's a pretty light read, if you're interested, but I...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[I'm doing a fair amount of reading about time, and most recently have read most of the way through a book titled <i>The Secret Pulse of Time</i> by Stefan Klein. &nbsp;It's a pretty light read, if you're interested, but I thought I'd pass along this little tidbit just in case you didn't pick it up from the library straight away... &nbsp;(italics are the author's, the bold is mine)<div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div>"Today, of course, we have nearly perfect ways to kill time in the present <i>and</i> in our memory in one fell swoop, as every television viewer knows from experience. &nbsp;While you stare at the tube and surf through the channels, the stream of rapidly changing images engages your senses, and the evening flies by. &nbsp;<b>But if you try to recall these hours a few days later, they seem to have vanished without a trace</b>: The TV programs meant so little to you that your brain retained none of what you saw. &nbsp;The images with which it was bombarded killed the time in the present, and their <b>inconsequentiality</b> erased the time when you thought about it afterward.</div><div><br /></div><div>This effect of television and other media is often overlooked: Not only do they rob us of time that might be spent in a more meaningful pursuit, but they also create a zone devoid of memory. &nbsp;<b>We might even say that electronic entertainment shortens our lives.</b></div><div><br /></div><div>Even more dramatic is the "television paradox," Jena sociologist Hartmut Rosa's name for the way time shrinks when you play a video game. &nbsp;Games of that sort are designed to grab your attention. &nbsp;You don't notice how quickly the hours go by until you realize you're hungry--or when your partner complains about how much time you've been wasting. &nbsp;But apart from a few isolated images, or a little thrill of achievement when you scored points, you come away with no memories. &nbsp;<b>It is as though a black hole had swallowed up this piece of your life.</b>"</div><div><br /></div></blockquote>Ouch. &nbsp;I've definitely experienced both of those. &nbsp;In fact, I'd even add time wasted on the internet. &nbsp;I know there have been times when I've killed an hour or two or three reading stuff online (usually in the form of articles or blogs). &nbsp;When Carrie asks me what I did during that time I can hardly believe that I spent so much time online, and I often only remember a few keys points from all the reading, even right after I finish. &nbsp;The time just disappears.<div><br /></div><div>I've actually been thinking about this quite a bit lately, partially encouraged by fellow blogger <a href="http://ericsammons.com/blog/">Eric</a> who, while being a nerd (which I say with great affection) and a bit of a techie, has tossed out his TV and fasts from interent usage entirely once a week. &nbsp;I've found that my own internet usage can easily detract from both my work productivity (I include my own practicing/research in that category) and from the attention I give to my family. &nbsp;Even reading something like the <a href="http://www.vatican.va/archive/catechism/ccc_toc.htm">Catechism of the Catholic Church</a>, which I'm working through slowly, can become an excuse to disengage from other responsibilities.</div><div><br /></div><div>Interesting to think about. &nbsp;Don't worry, though, about suddenly losing connection with me once a week. &nbsp;I'll give lots of forewarning if I decide to do something like that fast, and will no doubt blog about the experience as well.</div>]]>
        
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    <title>Productivity on the Rise</title>
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    <published>2010-01-31T15:21:05Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-31T17:31:54Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[Since my last post (which was admittedly a little bit of blogging as therapy), things have kicked back into gear. &nbsp;I've really dived into the books and articles that have done little more than take up space and attract the...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[Since my last post (which was admittedly a little bit of blogging as therapy), things have kicked back into gear. &nbsp;I've really dived into the books and articles that have done little more than take up space and attract the destructive forces of my daughter for a few months. &nbsp;I've got a rough outline for the dissertation and am getting excited about it again. &nbsp;I really kind of think that I'm on to something (obviously, or I would be writing about something else), but I'm almost afraid to be too specific for fear of someone else getting into print before I do... a little silly, I know.<div><br /></div><div>How about a working title? &nbsp;<i>The Interaction of Linear and Vertical Time in Minimalist and Postminimalist Piano Music</i>. &nbsp;(See Kyle, <a href="http://www.artsjournal.com/postclassic/2009/07/colonoscopy.html">no colon in my title</a>!)</div><div><br /></div><div>So things are looking up. &nbsp;I've also learned in the meantime that St. Thomas Aquinas is the patron saint of students and colleges, among other things. &nbsp;I think I'm still going to need all the intercession I can get (that means you, too). &nbsp;:) &nbsp;I mean, how can you not love a guy who was called the "<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Saint-Thomas-Aquinas-Dumb-Ox/dp/0385090021">dumb ox</a>."</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="thomas-aquinas.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/thomas-aquinas.jpg" width="239" height="332" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /></span></div><div><br /></div>]]>
        
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    <title>Finishing what you start</title>
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    <published>2010-01-30T05:20:34Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-30T05:42:25Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[I start things. &nbsp;That's what I do. &nbsp;I love the excitement of a new project. &nbsp;It consumes me. &nbsp;I can barely think of anything else when I've set my mind to something new. &nbsp;I love the possibilities, the problem solving,...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[I start things. &nbsp;That's what I do. &nbsp;I love the excitement of a new project. &nbsp;It consumes me. &nbsp;I can barely think of anything else when I've set my mind to something new. &nbsp;I love the possibilities, the problem solving, the new things I learn and learn how to do...<div><br /></div><div>But things aren't always new.</div><div><br /></div><div>And that's where I struggle.</div><div><br /></div><div>My ideas and goals, though, can be so outlandish that when I don't always see them through to the end I've still accomplished a great deal, more than most, even. &nbsp;I suppose that's a bit of my saving grace.</div><div><br /></div><div>Still, I'm in the last lap. &nbsp;I've a dissertation to finish, a final recital for my degree and then I'm finished. &nbsp;Finito. &nbsp;"Almost Dr. Lee becomes R. Andrew Lee, DMA." &nbsp;Why is it so hard? &nbsp;I've a million good reasons to feel motivated and I don't. &nbsp;Instead, I have new projects... a new job, a new kid, a new faith...</div><div><br /></div><div>And I'm consumed.</div><div><br /></div><div>Is this where I begin to ask for the intercession of St. Jude, the patron saint of desperate causes (read: grad students)?</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="Saint Jude the Apostle.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/Saint%20Jude%20the%20Apostle.jpg" width="292" height="445" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /></span></div><div><br /></div>]]>
        
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    <title>The Lord of the Rings Quotes</title>
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    <published>2010-01-25T03:36:50Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-26T02:51:24Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[Ok, another nerdy post. &nbsp;As I (finally) wrap up reading LOTR for the 7th time, I thought I'd share some of my favorite quotes/passages. &nbsp;It seems like these stick out to me every time. &nbsp;One of these days I'll keep...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[Ok, another nerdy post. &nbsp;As I (finally) wrap up reading LOTR for the 7th time, I thought I'd share some of my favorite quotes/passages. &nbsp;It seems like these stick out to me every time. &nbsp;One of these days I'll keep a complete log of all the passages I like, but for now, here are some of the highlights.<div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><i>"I will take the Ring," he said, "though I do not know the way." - </i>Frodo, <i>The Fellowship of the Ring, </i>"The Council of Elrond."</div><div><br /></div></blockquote>This sentence always strikes me for its demonstration of faith, and I often think of it, to myself (until now, anyway), as "Frodo's Prayer."<div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><i>A deadly sword, a healing hand,</i></div><div><i>a back that bent beneath the load;</i></div><div><i>a trumpet-voice, a burning brand,</i></div><div><i>a weary pilgrim on the road.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i>A lord of wisdom throned he sat,</i></div><div><i>swift in anger, quick to laugh;</i></div><div><i>an old man in a battered hat</i></div><div><i>who leaned upon a thorny staff.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i>He stood upon the bridge alone</i></div><div><i>and Fire and Shadow both defied;</i></div><div><i>his staff was broken on the stone,</i></div><div><i>in Khazad-dûm his wisdom died.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div>Frodo mourning the loss of Gandalf. &nbsp;<i>The Fellowship of the Ring, </i>"The Mirror of Galadriel."</div><div><br /></div></blockquote>This is maybe half the poem. &nbsp;The last line in particular seems&nbsp;poignant, but I especially like the use of contradictory descriptors that helps really bring the character of Gandalf into focus. &nbsp;(Side note: How could I have not know that Tolkien was Catholic? &nbsp;His use of capitalization should have given it away a long time ago.)<div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><i>How Shelob came there, flying from ruin, no tale tells, for out of the Dark Years few tales have come. &nbsp;But still she was there, who was there before Sauron, and before the first stone of Barad-dûr; and she served none but herself, drinking the blood of Evles and Men, bloated and grown fat with endless brooding on her feasts, weaving webs of shadow; for all living things were her food, and her vomit darkness. &nbsp;Far and wide her lesser broods, bastards of the miserable mates, her own offspring, that she slew, spread from glen to glen, from the Ephel Dúath to the eastern hills, to Dol Duldur and the fastnesses of Mirkwood. &nbsp;But none could rival her, Shelob the Great, last child of Ungoliant to trouble the unhappy world.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i>The Two Towers, </i>"Shelob's Lair"</div><div><i><br /></i></div></blockquote><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">Ok, so that isn't exactly in line with any other quotes that I'll be putting in this post, but I just really enjoy this description. &nbsp;I debated on whether to include this passage or the passage where Sam defeats her, but opted for this one to mix things up a bit.</span></i><div><br /></div><div>This next passage is perennial favorite of mine, and it comes from <i>The Return of the King</i>, "The Ride of the Rohirrim," and describes Théoden's ride into battle. &nbsp;I always try to make sure that I won't be disturbed reading this chapter, if for this passage alone.</div><div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><i>Suddenly the king cried to Snowmane and the horse sprang away. &nbsp;Behind him his banner blew in the wind, white horse upon a field of green, but he outpaced it. &nbsp;After him thundered the knights of his house, but he was ever before them. &nbsp;Éomer rode there, the white horsetail on his helm floating in his speed, and the front of the first </i>éored<i> roared like a breaker foaming to the shore, but Théoden could not be overtaken. &nbsp;Fey he seemed, or the battle fury of his fathers ran like new fire in his veins, and he was borne up on Snowmane like a god of old, even as Oromë the Great in the battle of the Valar when the world was young. &nbsp;His golden shield was uncovered, and lo! it shone like an image of the Sun, and the grass flamed into green about the white feet of his steed. &nbsp;For morning came, morning and a wind from the sea; &nbsp;and darkness was removed, and the hosts of Mordor wailed, and terror took them, and they fled, and died, and the hoofs of wrath rode over them. &nbsp;And then all the host of Rohan burst into song, and they sang as they slew, for the joy of battle was on them, and the sound of their singing that was fair and terrible came even to the City.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div></blockquote>Sorry about the length, but I didn't feel like I could trim it beyond that and maintain the rhythm of that passage. &nbsp;That is, as I write this, probably my favorite passage of the book.<div><br /></div><div>Two more remaining, both with strong religious overtones. &nbsp;This one from an exchange between Sam and Frodo.</div><div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><i>"Don't orcs eat, and don't they drink? &nbsp;Or do they just live on foul air and poison?"</i></div><div><i>"No, they eat and drink, Sam. &nbsp;The Shadow that bred them can only mock, it cannot make: not real new things of its own. &nbsp;I don't think it gave life to the orcs, it only ruined them and twisted them; and if they are to live at all, they have to live like other living creatures."</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div>- <i>The Return of the King, </i>"The Tower of Cirith Ungol"</div><div><br /></div></blockquote>And finally, this one from the next chapter, "The Land of Shadow," as Frodo and Sam are on the final leg of their quest, deep in the land of Mordor.<div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><i>There, peeping among the cloud-wrack above a dark tor high up in the mountains, Sam saw a white star twinkle for a while. &nbsp;The beauty of it smote his heart, as he looked up out of the forsaken land, and hope returned to him. &nbsp;For like a shaft, clear and cold, the thought pierced him that in the end the Shadow was only a small and passing thing: there was light and high beauty for ever beyond its reach.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div></blockquote>And I don't think I could end it any better than that.]]>
        
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    <title>More non-dissertation reading</title>
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    <published>2010-01-24T04:40:06Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-24T04:56:44Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[I got this in the mail from Amazon this week, and I have only just started reading it. &nbsp;(I still haven't finished The&nbsp;Lord of the Rings from winter break...) &nbsp;It looks like it's going to have some great insight into...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[<span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="The Letters of JRR Tolkien cover.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/The%20Letters%20of%20JRR%20Tolkien%20cover.jpg" width="210" height="320" class="mt-image-center" style="text-align: center; display: block; margin: 0 auto 20px;" /></span><div>I got this in the mail from Amazon this week, and I have only just started reading it. &nbsp;(I still haven't finished <i>The&nbsp;Lord of the Rings </i>from winter break...) &nbsp;It looks like it's going to have some great insight into his writing as he had many exchanges with friends and fans about his writings. &nbsp;For instance, I already got this little tidbit from a letter from 1916, "I have done some touches to my nonsense fairy language - to its improvement." &nbsp;An interesting perspective to say the least. &nbsp;I'll be curious to see what he may write about it as he gets closer to its more complete realization.</div><div><br /></div><div>Also, this is from the back of the book, and was especially shocking to me, anyway. &nbsp;This is from a letter to W.H. Auden in 1955 concerning the writing of LOTR.</div><div><br /></div><blockquote class="webkit-indent-blockquote" style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div>"I met a lot of things along the way that astonished me. &nbsp;Tom Bombadil I knew already; but I had never been to Bree. &nbsp;Strider sitting in the corner of the inn was a shock, and I had no more idea who he was than Frodo did. &nbsp;The Mines of Moria had been a mere name; and of Lothlórien no word had reached my mortal ears till I came there."</div><div><br /></div></blockquote>I had always assumed that he at least had the general plot points sketched out as he wrote LOTR. &nbsp;And that he didn't even know who Strider was baffles me. &nbsp;I've often considered Aragorn's character development to be the most interesting (though I still thing that Samwise is my favoriate character overall), so this seems really remarkable. &nbsp;I can't wait to read more of these letters.<div><br /></div><div>(I'll try to make my next post a little less nerdy. &nbsp;I make no promises, however.)</div>]]>
        
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    <title>Another Video</title>
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    <published>2010-01-19T04:31:12Z</published>
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    <title>Returning to Catholicism, Part III</title>
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    <published>2010-01-18T00:40:41Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-18T02:53:01Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[It was really at the start of 2009 that my draw to the Catholic Church really began.&nbsp; One of the first things to happen was getting a job at Avila University right here in KC.&nbsp; It is a small private...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[It was really at the start of 2009 that my draw to the Catholic Church really began.&nbsp; One of the first things to happen was getting a job at <a href="http://avila.edu/">Avila University</a> right here in KC.&nbsp; It is a small private college sponsored by the <a href="http://www.csjsl.org/index.php">Sisters of St. Joseph of Carondolet</a>.&nbsp; While I didn't go through the orientation process and learn the history of the Sisters (that would come in the fall when I went from Adjunct teaching to Artist-in-Residence), I was still impressed by the sense of community I felt there.&nbsp; Their emphasis on serving the <i>dear neighbor</i> was reflected in many different ways.<br /><br />Of course, Carrie and I were also preparing for the birth of Rachel.&nbsp; One thing we had to think about, then, was whether we wanted her to be baptized or dedicated, both of which were offered at our church.&nbsp; Most of what I had been exposed to, and most particularly in college, were people who believed that baptism was something reserved for those who chose to be baptized, i.e. not babies.&nbsp; Still, as I began to consider it, I really began to wonder about the history and tradition of baptism.&nbsp; If the Catholics had been doing it for a looooong time, and if those early Protestant reformers continued the practice, then it really seemed like that might be the way to go.&nbsp; The weight of history seemed rather overwhelming on the issue to me.&nbsp; Little did I know that this was my first foray into considering the merit of tradition...<br /><br />Rachel was baptized on May 31.<br /><br />That summer, I also traveled with the Avila choir to Italy, which included a stay in Rome and tours of Vatican City.&nbsp; I experienced somewhat conflicting feelings concerning Catholicism while I was there.&nbsp; On one hand, it was hard not to have a strong sense of spirituality entering these beautiful churches, but at the same time I was turned off by the display of wealth and power that I also saw.&nbsp; We attended several Masses, including a Latin mass in St. Peter's and a small, intimate Mass at St. Mark's in Venice (I should add that I studied Latin in college, translating sections of St. Augustine's and St. Patrick's writings at different times, so that Latin mass was very moving).&nbsp; These were amazing experiences, and I once again found myself being drawn to the beauty of the Mass.&nbsp; Then again, I also found all the statues and veneration of relics to be a little disconcerting.<br /><br />Immediately after the trip, I probably would have said that I felt a stronger conviction that certain aspects of the Catholic faith were wrong, and that I could never be Catholic.&nbsp; In hindsight, though, being further exposed to the profound beauty of the Mass in such houses of worship sparked in me an almost irresistible desire to be a part of it on a regular basis.&nbsp; It was hard participate in the Mass (even if I could not do so fully) and then return to a church were contemporary music and video screens were the norm.<br /><br />When school started up again in the fall, it really was sort of the beginning of the end for me, so to speak.&nbsp; The orientation day consisted of a relatively lengthy presentation about the Sisters, and I was just blonw away.&nbsp; I wanted to be a part of this Church, but didn't know how I could do that.&nbsp; Moreover, our orientation continued throughout the semester through biweekly meetings.&nbsp; That may seem like a terrible idea, but we began every meeting discussing different values that were part of the Sister's identity, such as Solidarity, Dignity of Work, et. al.<br /><br />I had several conversations with different people over the coming months, that often included me saying, "I really want to be Catholic, but I just <i>can't</i>."&nbsp; I felt so drawn to the Church but couldn't wrap my head around abandoning Protestantism.&nbsp; So I began to look into these issues more closely, and also began attending Mass.<br /><br />I only came across this quote today by G.K. Chesterton, from his <i>The Catholic Church and Conversion</i>, but I think it absolutely describes what I was feeling not too many months ago.<br /><br /><blockquote>"The moment men cease to pull against it [the Catholic Church] they feel a tug towards it. The moment they cease to shout it down they begin to listen to it with pleasure. The moment they try to be fair to it they begin to be fond of it. But when that affection has passed a certain point it begins to take on the tragic and menacing grandeur of a great love affair. The man has exactly the same sense of having committed or compromised himself; of having been in a sense entrapped, even if he is glad to be entrapped."<br /></blockquote>Little did I know that it was most likely only a matter of time.&nbsp; While I studied, I found that even though I had a fair amount of exposure to the Church, I still had many misconceptions.&nbsp; What before I had considered at best wrong and at worst heretical suddenly was beginning to make entirely too much sense.&nbsp; That isn't to say that I immediately embraced all of Catholic doctrine (there is soooo much I have to learn and still much that I am not fully sure of), but this research, combined with the strong pull I was already feeling, opened my eyes to a new possibility.&nbsp; What before had been reprehensible now seemed increasingly probable.<br /><br />There are of course many details that I'm omitting from this post, specifically those misconceptions and struggles with doctrine.&nbsp; It really wasn't long, though, before I was meeting with the pastor and my small group to talk about leaving the church to become Catholic.&nbsp; I've been attending Mass almost every day since early December (Mass every morning is so wonderful, but that's another post) and haven't done much looking back.&nbsp; I won't actually be able to join our parish's RCIA (Rite of Christian Initiation of Adults) until next September, so I've a while to wait before the process even begins officially.&nbsp; I was initially miffed that I wouldn't be able to join the Church for such a long time, but now I think it really is for the best.&nbsp; With the remarkable acceleration towards conversion, this is a wonderful opportunity to pause, reflect, and slow down, and in the end I think joining the Church will be all the sweeter.<br /><br /><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image" style="display: inline;"><img alt="stpeterslight.jpg" src="http://andy-lee.com/blog/stpeterslight.jpg" class="mt-image-center" style="margin: 0pt auto 20px; text-align: center; display: block;" width="500" height="311" /></span><br />]]>
        
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    <title>Nine Months of Joy</title>
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    <published>2010-01-18T00:02:52Z</published>
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