I'm reading the Lord of the Rings for the (ahem) fifth time, and I've been trying to keep track of things that stick out to me this time.
One particularly striking scene was when the council was held in Rivendell to determine how to handle the One Ring. After they decided to destroy the ring, none at first chose to undertake the quest. Then, among the great heroes and lords of Middle-Earth, Frodo of the Shire says,
"I will take the ring, though I do not know the way."
Such bravery, and yet at the same time such humility. I had to stop reading for a bit at this point, just to consider how much was packed into this little sentence.
I really enjoy the changing of the seasons. There is something about the cyclical nature of the weather that gets me, and being in the midwest I get a little bit of everything. I really enjoy smelling the seasons, too. And I know that I'm not the only one, so please don't think I've totally gone off the deep end just yet. There is always a particular day when I smell the next season, and one of these days I'm going to chart exactly when that occurs to see how consistent my nose can be. (Nerdiness and aesthetics combined!)
Anywho, one of my favorite things about winter is the cold winter nights. Carrie probably thinks that I'm crazy, but I probably walk to the grocery store more in the winer than in comfortable weather. For instance, tonight it is 17 degrees, which might seem pretty cold to some but there is barely any wind, so I did a little grocery shopping. (Carrie has been jonesing for some sugar cookies.) Sure, I could have driven to the store as it was on my way home this evening, but I thought it would be better to walk the couple of blocks. I'm still trying to figure out exactly why, but I have a theory.
There is just a stillness about winter nights that does not exist during other seasons. People are naturally more inclined to be indoors, especially since the sun sets much earlier. Likewise, wildlife is usually much quieter as well. Think about a summer evening compared to a winter one. In the summer you are usually bombarded by crickets or cicadas (at least around here), but what do you hear in the winter? Winter nights, then, tend to be really still. That's the best word I have for it at the moment. This stillness, combined with the better hearing (due to the denser air) gives a remarkable feeling of calmness and peace that does not seem to exist at another other time of the year, and I can't get enough of it.
So if you see me wandering around late on a chilly winter night, know that I am neither lost nor losing it, I am just trying to experience something that happens at certains times of the year.